Christmas and New Year

YoHo~

Christmas is just around the corner. But the city still lacks the atmosphere of the celebration. I've been celebrating lonely Christmas and new year for the past few years so I guess there would be no exception this year. As people grow old, festive seasons always seems to be less fun as compared to those celebrated in younger years.

Friends left the city.

It will be another lonely Christmas for me. Still thinking of what to do in the weeks to come. Currently feeling lost, confused and demotivated. Maybe things will get better when I join the new company.

New year is supposed to be fun and exciting. But I don't anticipate much for the coming of 2009. Usually days like Christmas and new year are spent with love ones and friends. None of them are going to be here with me.

Now I'm broke. Salary from previous month were exhausted from the bank..due to higher spending in the current month. I wonder how I could survive till the end of the month.

This year, I'll bring my sadness and loneliness with me to 2009. Hopefully everything gets better after this year. FuG!